Amazon.com description: Product Description: Seventeen year old Eli Rieman, who suffered from Ptsd after an almost fatal stabbing, tells the true story of his rise and fall through the high school drug & party industry. Inside this book entails his real struggle to cope with tragedy using drugs and popularity, with a slight twist in reality, of which might be small, but could've certainly changed his fate. From the perspective of the author and his friends, the reader gets an inside look at what denial and silence can do to a boy and an entire town.