| Reprint edition (Speak, October 5, 2010), cover price $9.99
| Penguin USA, October 20, 2009, cover price $9.99 | About this edition:
In the wake of her best friend IngridÃs suicide, Caitlin is left alone, struggling to find hope and answers.
| 1 edition (Dutton Childrens Books, October 13, 2009), cover price $17.99 | About this edition:
An arresting story about starting over after a friend’s suicide, from a breakthrough new voice in YA fictiondear caitlin, there are so many things that i want so badly to tell you but i just can’t.